Wednesday, April 7, 2010

This just in...

So more on the whole work thing. I had a meeting Sunday with the owner to talk over everything. I explained how the whole thing made me feel disgusting and like I wanted to crawl out of my skin and harassed and singled out and discriminated against. He said he felt the whole thing was handled in the wrong way. And he was sorry I felt that way. And I appreciate him talking to me but as I explained to him I do not feel comfortable around my male managers. And I don't, I constantly think about where are they and how can I avoid them. And today, my female manager wouldn't look at me and was very curt and obviously upset with me. So now I feel uncomfortable around her as well, like she is mad at me because I talked with the owner Sunday. I just don't want to be there because it stresses me out and makes me feel super uncomfortable. I just feel weird there now. And it is making me feel emotionally and mentally exhausted. I feel exhausted tonight after being there for 5.5 hours. I shouldn't feel that way.

Oy I just needed to get this all off my chest. I feel so stressed out about all this. I am just looking forward to Saturday when I get to go to a hockey game with Kari and her DH. I get the whole day to hanging with my bf and my friends. We are going to watch hockey (one of my fave sports) and then grill-out some carne asada and drink some corona & margaritas. It is going to be a day of rest that I have earned. Mental health day to say the least.

Well I hope you all have a wonderful week! You all deserve it too! :D

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